shivy-p

Things are finally starting to look up :) Not sure how but I've passed my course so I've got into uni, I've been offered a flat in the accommodation I wanted and I recovering a lot quicker from my op than I thought I would :D Looks like its gonna be a good summer :D

Seriously having a really bad day today feeling so critical about everything and wondering how the hell I managed to reserve a place at uni and I have no idea what I'm going to do afterwards... Everyone keeps telling me that I need more practice more experience, more portrait work.... well how the f*** am I supposed to do that when people keep cancelling on me??? There are the odd few who are so helpful and I know that if they could they would help me but I'm so sick of arranging things with other people and then them cancelling argghhh!!! hopefully tomorrow will be a better day vent over